Tuesday, January 30, 2007;11:26 AM
Y
Was workin ytd
from 4pm to 11 pm
he was worried
so cum admiralty to fetch mii
den ton at my hse
he hor
really 19 yrs old
-.-
but
was sweet~
=)
that's wat i like abt him isnt it?
character wise
something similar la
haha
& he xin tong
haha
cos many cuts on my hand
kp askin mii dun wrk le
but no wrk = no money
so yupps
i knw he xin tong
i oso very xin ku
but, still gotta wrk ma
money wont cum dw frm sky de
yupps
he is my everything now
cos li shi mei chong yan
so i will treasure him more
yes
more & more
yz: haha sorry la my eng CMI de
so try to bear with it ya?
haha~
to everyone: im happy
yes im happy
and im xin fu =)
to ger: u are my everything too
when im down u are there
i wont have laogong le
dun wan u de
=)
to LaoGong:
You are everything in my heart now.
still got abit of angel?
nvm
cos i knw one day
i can take over
her place in ur heart
LaoPo Love LaoGong
si ♥ song
Sunday, January 28, 2007;10:43 AM
Y
Weather: Raining
Mood: Ok ok lo~ Bit emo~~
Hmm
wake up at 8
by G
Sianz half
wan mit
but i say
later gg out with parents
really gg out
yupps
laogong coming for dinner
tonight
yupps
i always like this
stead le
think
think
and think
not no trust
is that no confident
yupps
knw that ju also gt stead
wah congrat
but ger
oh oh
u knw de
haha
wat did i swear on that day?
did i?
haiz~
sianz
yupps
was with lao gong
whole day
frm fri
ton til sat
and and
sat he cum my hse
slp
yupps
but not slpin
haha
we are talkin
den our story start on
sat
3 plus
yupps
=)
got lotsa things to blog de
but dunno y
nline
den dunno all things
fly where le
haiz
tbc ba~
si ♥ song
Saturday, January 27, 2007;6:55 PM
Y
Weather: Raining~
Mood: Happy~~ Yes Im happy again~~
Our Story starts on 27-01-2007
SS Love WS
In my heart
there's onli one u
my lao gong
I knw
u have
north south east west
or even
NE or NW
but as long as our hearts stand
we will nt part
i'll tell u
if u change
if i change
pls tel mi too
i wont take things for granted
yupps
tbc
i hearts u..
si ♥ song
Friday, January 26, 2007;12:45 AM
Y
Weather: dunno~`
Mood: gg crazy lo~
What the hell
i really gg crazy
phone go repair
rem everything
except
my contacts
den reach bishan le
den rem
arg
den too late le
cos repair hao le
so peeps
see this
pls pls pls
i beg u
sms mii
& tell mii whu u are
sob sob
& ws still can laugh
wth
was with ger
bought one shirt
bag
earrings
haha
for ny la
lol
thks for acc mii
waiting
shoppin
slackin
& play pool
lol
yea
pool~~
haha
u knw wat happen de
dun wan say
dun let u throw face
haha
=p
tml tml
gonna enjoy
=) yupps
love being with him~
k k
til here
tbc
si ♥ song
Thursday, January 25, 2007;12:19 AM
Y
His "hardwork"... Saw the scratch?
i miss sch
si ♥ song
Wednesday, January 24, 2007;11:57 PM
Y
Weather: yang guan pu zhao
mean sunny la
aiyo
Mood: Happy happy
Fri cumin le~~~
=)
ok ok im still
brainstormin
yea
im slow
the thing is obvious
but
i still
cant figure out
wat u trying
to tel mii
fri fri
i'll knw de ans
right?
hmm tdy
cum my hse
mom nv wrk
sick
den he rem to bring de jeans
i forget totally
lol
yea
den play com
msn
so rude to fren
haha
but he's jokin la
lol
den listen music
den slp on my bed
yea
kena bully by mii
yea yea
4 times
=p
but
was scratch by him
nt pain
but the mark is there
kp ticklin mii
lol
lie on bed
with him
haha
was like
starin at the celling
i ask him
wat he thinkin
he say
no
jus stonin
wth
ask mii
wat i thinkin
i say
nothin
same old thing
haha
yea
my hp
nokia 5300
NO SOUND LE
wth lo
arg
sicko
=(
think
gotta send it
for repair
haha
oh btw
tml games match
@ nyp
jia you jia you
like wat u say
if wanna play
must win
cant lose
=)
tml gg out
with ger
wan buy shirt
yupps
fae: u ok alrdy?
anything sms mi
ok?
im here...
ok
i seriously nid a job
yupp
anyone help???
kk end here
enjoys
si ♥ song
;2:28 AM
Y
Weather: dunno wor. Was like raining when out with fae~ but onli awhile~
Mood: Brainstormin~~~
Sicko WS~~
let mii brainstorm
i hv STM la
cant u jus let mii knw
wat u trying tell mii
arg
makin my mind so tired
he say was free this afternoon
slackin
heard it
sad
cos nv msg mii
hmm
well
mayb dun wanna msg
so much?
wat he trying to say?
wat he thinkin?
really li shi cong yan le
jus that
main lead
is him & mii
nt ger & dar
he cumin over tml
use com
talk every night
sms everyday
nt tired at all
cos of u
=)
was with fae
ok ok 368
haha
damn shit loh
wth
wat-so-ever
wat a guy
sick
but
368
did brighten up our days
haha
368
368
arg ger
mark was like
damn soft spoken
& handsome
lols
cool
haha
was slackin at the place again
the time ger bring mii go de
think abt darlin
miss him
yupp
but nt that missed
din cry
cos
cos
cos
dunno
oh ya
lunchin with auntie they all
they bought mii a wallet
=)
boss say im terminated
wth
anyhow say things
wtf lo
she'll be gone soon
new boss cum
jus get the fuck out off my way
yupps
was talkin abt darling
yupps
dunno
jus miss him ba
cant get him
outta my mind
yupps
fri fri
gonna enjoy
miss u~
i hate u~
haha
but~
i love u more~
lols
hate u
cos u make mii brainstorm
hate u
cos u kp mentioning abt ur angel
hate u
when u say u nv miss mii
=p
love u
cos u are swt
love u
cos u are gd
love u
cos u are nt like other guy
love you
cos u are the best
my world
is happy
becos of u
si ♥ song
Tuesday, January 23, 2007;3:00 AM
Y
My hand & Darling's (miss de days holdin u)
My pink tortoise: WS (lol)
WS fold de heart (hee)
si ♥ song
;2:40 AM
Y
Weather: Sunny this noon~~
Mood: Happy~~ But confuse~~
Im actually
Still bothered by
hao thing
Mayb lover say de is right
every ger is bad
2am plus
i still cant getta slp
im gonna get scoldin frm him
if he ever view it
he went to slp
130am
gotta wake up at 6am
for outside catering
& after that NTUC
first day at wrk in ntuc
leg pain pain
haiz.
hope he'll get use to it
went for interview
nt gd
he ask y everytime tel him no gd
i say dunno
but i wish
hy that company will employ mii
i nid cash
dunno wat happen to ger's bro
jus hope everythin is well
yupp
was like
kinda talk abt darling
li shi cong yan?
History repeat?
except now
de main is
mii & ws
not
u & darling?
i dunno
when im with him
he indeed give mii de feelin
of being with darling back den
everythin
every swt action
nv cry on any guy's shoulder b4
except darling
& now
him
like wat u say
i rather we be fren
den rather we gt nothin in the end
u knw how i struggle
without darling
& edwin
i knw how u feel too
sometime think back
if things remain
how gd
y do ppl
cling on to wat
its nt mend to be them
y do ppl
have close fren
as close as stead
but without ownin any stead
n still single
y do ppl
knw that
in the person heart
is nt them
but still
trying
to get their heart
y do i
becum so cheap
y do i
slp with him
when i dun even love him
y do i
cling on to
wat its not mine
y do i
being so close with u
like we are stead
but we are not even
y do i
being scold as slut
but pretend im nt
but in fact
i am a slut
y do i
put all my feelin in
and get hurt myself
y do i
love u so much
tbc
si ♥ song
Sunday, January 21, 2007;2:13 AM
Y
tdy
sis funny lo
say wan go out
kena put plane
haha
den
in the end
we go tpy
wah lao
saw jy
i hide behind mom
hide till like wat
=p
den cum hm lo
sis buy bag
he nv msg mii
funny feelin
he finally msg at evening
haha
dunno y
haiz
mayb emo ba
well
yuppz
oh
my pink tortoise
gt name le
short form
call WS
long form
he knw
haha
=p
Cai Min You - Wo Ke Yi
Ji Mei you di zhi de xin
Zhe yang de qing xu
You zhong ju li
Ni fang zhe shui de ge qu
Shi zen yang de xin qing
Neng bu neng shuo gei wo ting
Yu Xia de hao an jing
Shi bu shi ni
Tou tou zai ku qi
Xing fu
Zhen de bu rong yi
Zai ni de bei jing
You wo ai ni
(chorus)
Wo ke yi
Pei ni qu kan xing xing
Bu yong zai duo shuo ming
Wo jiu yao he ni zai yi qi
Wo bu xiang
You zai yi ci he ni fen li
Wo duo me xiang mei yi ci de mei li
Shi yin wei ni
si ♥ song
Saturday, January 20, 2007;2:26 AM
Y
Wake up
go lunch with sis & mom
sis on birthday leave
cum hm
bath
waited for WS
he called
mit at amk
dunno where to go
go to orchard
walk far east
bought a skirt
lol
nice nice
walked ard
walk to wisma
pizza walker
saw alvin
yuppz
WS was like down there
walkin one round to see him
hahaz
den walk off
dun wanna disturb
walk to taka
walk to cine
slack at food court
for how long
dunno
walk heeren
walk to somerset
walk to PS
eat the dunno wat
lol
nice nice
he feed mii
lols
walk ard
cant find mi pink tortoise in all the place
=(
travel to vivo
walk ard
finally
my pink tortoise
=p
i love it
=)
though is nt from him
haha
i wished
den go rooftop
slack for like
8 plus til 10 plus
talk alot
suddenly
hao stead msg mii
im a slut so wat?
nt like ur stead
find ppl onli for sex
fuck off
her attitude sucks
sucks to the core ok?
hope they break
hope the broken promise wish cum true
broken promise wish?
promise to be with mi
if nt he'll knock down by car
im bad i knw
but.....
i was left with no choice
it hurts
WS knw
wanted to cry
but he was there
so i din
pretend to be strong
pretend that im ok
but
my heart is bleeding
it hurts
no one will knw how i feel
yup den slack again
ask mii nt to think
if there is so many ru guo
is it saying to make mii happy?
u say no
but who knws?
but i was contented
really
yuppz
u knw de
=)
hungry
went interchange
food center
no food
but he manage to find a not hot food
for mii
sweet~
he pay
..... kinda feel bad
cos he short of cash oso
i knw.
took train
thinkin
lols
dunno how to say when face u ma
so sms
better
hahaz
yuppz
dun leave mii
hahaz
dunno watta say le
monday interview
lols
hope...
=)
im not trouble by the thing baz
well
watta say
nth more
now i have him
im more den happy le
i gt other frenz too
dunno y
mii & guys
onli have fate to be best fren
lol
yuppz
so
let it be
=)
if ppl choose to leave mii
as fren
i oso BWG
lols
yuppz
ok
gg slp le
wait he say mi
nt guai
im guai de
nights
*bwg = bo wei gong (nothing to say)
si ♥ song
Thursday, January 18, 2007;1:13 PM
Y
Wed
Mit WS
msg WS
go bath
gg out
msg him again
amk toot toot
dunno where to mit so mit at mos
lols
thks for the wonderful day
ytd
really
=)
being so caring
but y
where we go
oso rain
-.-
but in de end still gt see night view
lols
*happy happy
went amk he eat lunch
den walk
den go take 851
alight at bugis
walk
rain
stopped
walk to city hall
walk
to ms
slack at food court
talk abt his past
went
play pool
arg
i kp losin
but i enjoy
but the table.
is the one darling & M play
i wan the pink tortoise~
=(
can i??
den walk to esplanade
rain again
-.-
walk back
slack
went out again
rain stop
slack again
talked
felt slpy
stone
dec to went hm
den took 70.
pass by
geylang
paya lebar
serangoon
hougang
amk
den finally yck
lol
cry on bus
think scare WS ba
haha
nah
i tel u wat happen le right?
no matter wat
must share too ok
i will, too
chong lai
how i also wish everything can chong lai
i knw u wish too
4 yrs of waitin
i really envy her
if
i will her
i'll treasure u more den anyone & anything else
I'll nv let u shed tears too
=)
For now,
thks for being there
u are great
Like wat i've say
i really enjoy
thks =)
Thurs
wake up
interview
saw sharon but she nv notice mii
was at her company interviewin
den went novena
for another one
cum home
slack
thinkin
bored
kill mii pls
i miss u
si ♥ song
Tuesday, January 16, 2007;11:37 PM
Y
went k~
dunno la~
lols~
but fun ba~
im tired~
Real tired~
Tired of everything~
Yes i mean everything~
Job search~
R/s~
Family~
Frens~
Promise~
Jus feel like going off like this~
Im jus tired of life~
can i jus slp all the way?
No hopes
No feelin
No everything
Even u
Are gone
sha gua's story?
wanna knw?
I'll tel u one day.
=)
For nw
Im still thinking of him
And darling
And edwin
Nothing more!
Mayb
Im jus stupid ba
Is jus mii
dunno how to control my feeling
Mayb i shld nt go into any r/s
anymore
yes i mean
anymore
i heart u
si ♥ song
;11:30 PM
Y
all lies
best fren
ya
til the day i believe in u
bull shit
whatever
si ♥ song
Monday, January 15, 2007;11:18 PM
Y
i miss u.
i've fallen in love with u.
u knw whu de.
now im onli thinking of u.
but i knw our outcome.
si ♥ song
;12:35 AM
Y
Weather: Damn cold~~
Even someone whu usually go out without jackets wore her jackets all day long~
Mood: Happy?? Mayb~
Abit emo la~
Thks Ivan~ For being my best bud~ =)
Hope u wont change like him~ Yup~
Doubt he wont view my blog de~ lols~
He's swt ok??? Real swt~
No one will take off his jackets for mii~
He does~ Yes he does~ Lols~
And he was jus swt all the while~
Lols~
We'll be best bud & frens~ =)
Haha~ Ok im officially jobless~
Yawns~ Lols~
i din get terminated~ Lols~
Saw the boss angry face~
Makes mii & other aunties happy~ Lols~
Cos she was there to mk HR terminate mii but too bad~
Lols~ I resign & was being waivered~ =)
So fri was my last day~
Last fri i mean~
Lols~
Sat went out with mom & da yi & sis & ah gim~
To OG~
Den cum home rest den mit ivan~
Den cum home~ Lols~
He's jus damn cute can~ lols~ =p
Den sunday~
Tdy la~
Go IMM with dad & mom & sis~
Damn cold can~ I was like kp conplainin lo~
lols~ Den cum home~
Rest, eat den go find ivan again~
Lols~ Well~
arg~ dunno watta say~
k la~ tues gg to k with zhen & huan & pat~
-.-
enjoys~
ivan hearts nobody
Cathy hearts whu
lols
craps
si ♥ song
Thursday, January 11, 2007;8:34 AM
Y
Weather: ok ok ba~
Mood: Happy, relieve, free~
Lols~ Happy & relieve cos i tender~ Lols~
Ytd~ One mth notice~
But ytd boss say mayb will terminate mii~
Meanin fired mii~ Ok im ok with it~
Well, wat can i say. ppl wan mii to leave~
Free? Cos system down~
NO DATA ENTRY~ Lols~
So free~ Yet so bored~ -.-
Promise broken on 09012007~
Im ok~ Lols~
Mayb i treasure my parrot more ba~
Like, dunno de feelin la~
Although he gt stead le. =)
Call him parrot cos that's wat i usually call him in msn or sms~
Lols~ Short story behind it~
He say we shall be best fren~ =)
Arg im gg jobless (soon)~ =(
Bored~ Shag~
Lols~ like wat fae say in her blog~
lols~ & in my tag~
Agree~ Agree~ Lols~
K la~ blog again~ Wan hunt for job le.
Tata~
si ♥ song
Tuesday, January 09, 2007;3:51 PM
Y
im at home. wondering y? i jus walk out of ofc like this. cool? Tml tender le. tot of wrkin til CNY de~ But well. I jus cant stand ppl's attitude~ They ask mii to reflect but they themselves? dont they nid to reflect too? Sun say i change. she's the one whu change. i knw she treat mi gd last time. but dun she think she change? Whatever, ppl change when they dun realise it themselve. So whatever fuck.
damn tired.
shag.
where are u? online yet nv see u. wrk? mayb.
Sha gua miss u.
si ♥ song
;9:40 AM
Y
Weather: rainy~
Mood: ok ok ba~~
Dunno y some ppl jus dunno how to change~ Mean my dad la. ppl whu knws wat happen knws it~ What-so-ever~ I din care much liao~
Very tired~ Really tired~ Dunno y~ Im broke soon~ Nid some cash~ Anyone? Lols~
Nv saw my cute cute again~ Nvm~ =/
Dunno watta blog le.
Hao sianz~
blog again ba~
ur sha gua~
si ♥ song
Monday, January 08, 2007;10:24 AM
Y
Weather: Good~~ I love the sun~~
Mood: ok ok ba~ Jus bit tired~
Having my AV~ arg~ Hate it~
Hmm, jocs on urgent leave~ Lols~ Hmm think she tired ba~~
Guess wat, i havent bought my CNY clothes & mom & sis have prepare~ WTH lo~ Anyway i've taken leave on 26~ lols~ waitin for that boss to approve nia~~
Ytd dad hp spoiled so i give him my 6100~ My 6100 stil very de new lo~ How i use last time huh? lols~
Oh ya thks fae~ lols~ Really really thks alot ya~ Next time u nid help ask mii if i can help i'll really help. Promise. =)
Saw this guy on train. He is in his 40s ba~ Find him rather attractive~ Mature guy is more attractive? lols~ ok he is obvious in his 40s k? lols.
oh ite started sch tdy. but i nv see my cute cute. =( nvm~ you yuan zi ran hui zai jian. lols.
Nv call. Nv sms. Nv msn cos im not online.
do nt have no confidence in urself. Cos u are beta den wat u expect. Realli. But doubt he wont see my blog de la. lols.
Mayb is jus a dream ba. Mayb not? Dunno.
Ur sha gua is thinkin again.
si ♥ song
Sunday, January 07, 2007;6:50 PM
Y
Mayb i've mit him
Mayb i've nt
Mayb is an empty promises again
Mayb its nt
Who can tel mi if he's the one
Onli he himself
At the moment
Jus enjoy
Ur Sha Gua
Another promises make at 07/01/2006.
Will u break it?
si ♥ song
Saturday, January 06, 2007;1:11 AM
Y
Weather: Coolin~~
Mood: No gd~ Someone kill mii pls?
Jus make a new look for my blog~
Getting emo~
Whatever fuck la.
Tata~
Getting slpy~
si ♥ song
Friday, January 05, 2007;11:37 AM
Y
Weather: Cooling ba~~
Mood: ok ok ba~
Jus wanna blog somethin~ Im bored~
Friday again~ =)
Gonna repenished my slp~ lols~
Sun promoted to AM~ (Assistant Manager) but, she change totally~ I jus feel like leaving this plc~ But, no cash on hand~
Ryan msg mii ytd~ Y did u msg mii again? I dunno~ Some memories ba~ Ask mii loh~ =p Mayb is gd that he at least will still msg mii ba~ =)
I wanted to buy shirt for CNY~ Gg out with my ger one of the days~ Aiyo ger ar why u comin to kk again? Beta pray that this medication suits u ba~ -.-
I wanna go to ECP again leh~ The weather ok ma??
I started to think back the past again this few days~ Is bad i knw.
Someone: kill my brain cell~ Pls. i beg u~
Bull shit~
Blog again~ Tata~
sadgurl ("v") xiaojoker
si ♥ song
Wednesday, January 03, 2007;11:29 AM
Y
Weather: Coolin~
Mood: tired~ Wednesday blues~ lols~
okok bull shit~ Sianz~ Dun feel like workin at all~ REally~
I miss him again~ Its all over si~ well~~
Blog officially open again for all to see~ Welcome welcome~ Lols~ Crazy~
Sad 2006~~
Happy 2007~
Yea~
wish for 2007:
To be his soon to be ger~
To have more cash on hand~
To be happy~
To grow in God's House again~
To Forget~ Yes alot of things i jus cant forget & let go~ i think i shld le~ Nt onli relationship but frenship~
To bond my frenship with ppl again~
To have a happier job~
At the moment jus this ba~
Btw, i promise eric something & i've done it~ to go back to church again~ Yes i still go back~ =) I still love my church~
Sandy say after he cums back, we will have a gd chat~ I wanted to~ But also fear~ Fear that once i see him, my tears will drop non-stop~ I rather i wont see him anymore~ But sometimes i jus cant control myself & ask sandy how he is~ I knw his life is still as gd without mi but mine? Anyway~ Forget it~
Happy 2007~
si ♥ song
Tuesday, January 02, 2007;12:41 AM
Y
Weather: good~
Mood: Ok~
Went for countdown ytd~ with yin, gk, kw, gk's sis, gk's sis's bf, dennis, andrew~
I felt lonely~
Really lonely~
Wasnt happy~
Took NR2 back cos initially i dunno NR1 did stop at my hse~
Stop at their stop & took cab home~
Cry on bus~
Pass by boat quay~
Pass by the plc where he bring mii to cross the road~
Pass by every every memories i have with him~
i miss him~
TBC~
si ♥ song
;12:41 AM
Y
Weather: good~
Mood: Ok~
Went for countdown ytd~ with yin, gk, kw, gk's sis, gk's sis's bf, dennis, andrew~
I felt lonely~
Really lonely~
Wasnt happy~
Took NR2 back cos initially i dunno NR1 did stop at my hse~
Stop at their stop & took cab home~
Cry on bus~
Pass by boat quay~
Pass by the plc where he bring mii to cross the road~
Pass by every every memories i have with him~
i miss him~
TBC~
si ♥ song
