i knw i nv done a better job den wat she done for u but i alrdy did my best

cel our 4th mth on sunday~
went amk hub
fish & co
thks dar dar~
=)
den to bugis
saw sandy
lol
cant recog her
so dec to phone her
whahaha

emerge comin
i'll at least go for one session
=)
yes yes yes
i will!!!!

den tdy
class as usual
nth to talk abt de
duno
-.-
i can be a fun person oso
but if ur joke gets to my nerve
i'll nt be happy oso

after sch
since no discussion
so call up dar
say mit him early
better~ hee~
cut hair
appt with aunty
lol
dar look neat liao
=p
aunty kp askin
cmf wan cut ar?
haha
so cute
auntie cut my fring til short short
say cos gt reason de
she say my hair parting liao nt nice
will become pon pon
den ask mii leave it straight
with no partin
lol
okok la
=)
so nice talkin to her tdy
=)
gt more topic to talk tdy

she say something to dar:
dun say no money
is either u have more or less money

she tel mi:
no one can stop fate
if u really like that person
no matter how many age gap
u will still be with de person
and no one can tear u & that person apart

=)
hee
she talkin abt her hubby & her la
=)
they are 12 yrs apart
but they are still loving tgt
she oso say that
r/s is see how u wan it to maintain
gd or bad is up to u to maintain

hmm bei is really sick
duno is it de signal that shows she is dyin
well...
=)
she'ss always be my bao bei meow meow~
my bei bei....
=)

talk to "him"
zhen knw whu
haha
nice chattin with him
really nice

If I were blue would you be there for me
And whisper in my ear that's okay
Would you stand by me; let me hold you tight
And say you love me one more time

If I feel good will you slow dance with me
And touch my lips with tender loving care
Would you die for me
Would you run with me
And never look back

Would you be there to love to be with me
Would you swear that your love is always still
Would you say that you'll always be the one
To take my breath away
Would you be there to love to be with me
Would you swear that your love is always true
Would you say that you'll always be the one
To take my breath away
Would you be there

If I'm away, would you still think of me
And wish that you could hold me now
But would you die for me
Would you run with me
All the way
Would you be there to love to be with me
Would you swear that your love is always true
Would you say that you'll always be the one
To take my breath away
Would you be there to save my soul tonight
Would you swear that your love is always true
Would you say that you'll always be there
To kiss my pain away

Would you be there to love to be with me
Would you swear that your love is always true
Would you say that you'll always be the one
To take my breath away
Would you be there to save my soul tonight
Would you swear that your love is always true
Would you say that you'll always be there
To kiss my pain away
Would you be there
For me

dar
would u??
haha
i duno
=)

how much i love him?
i can lose the whole world
but i cant lose him
that's how much i love him
gd ans right?

touchin ar?
he dun find it la
haiz~

hmm tml gg out with dar to IT fair~
hee~~
hugs

dar
believe mi
i still love u
as much
i would be there.......
=)
i duno if u will

im once lost & blue
im once sadgurl
but
is u whu make mii into wat i am tdy
ur princess
a happy ger

my birthday coming le
birthday list:
- to be happy
- to have lao gong with mii forever til eternity
- to really be his lao po (Meaning to get married la)
- to be a good lao po (i knw im nt gd now =))
- to cel with dar
- to cel with zhen & juan
- (still) to hv de wallet that mousy give zhen (something similar oso can)
- to have a couple necklace
- to have more clothin (office & casual)
- to have more shorts
- to cel like last year (thks N238)
- to end my CBA class & pass all sub (jus pass im happy le)
- to have a happy family
- to have bei bei healthy back again

that all i can think now wor
whahaha~
think again ba~
duno
im someone whu is ez contented de la
lols
=)
hao le hao le
stop here~~~

hmmm duno where to start~

wed mit dar~
go his hse after his test
den slack at home two
den go pasar malam
den walk walk
go nyp eat mac
lol

thurs wrk
fri study
den rush to wrk

den tdy go food fair at expo
buy alot thingy wor
all papa & sis buy de
-.-

tml mit dar
4th mth
=)
loves

****arrrrr why like that?
but i cant comment much la
i cant ask u break oso
cos as long as u happy
i'll be happy for u
loves

better treat her gd ar
or else i kill u!!!!

dots
duno wan blog wat oso
kinda lazy to blog
duno y
mayb my life have been like this ba

oh ya
bei bei having serious flu
my cat la
aiyo really serious loh
she kp sneezing & the "water" kp dripping from her nose
my poor ger
she slp on my bed
so let her loh
den ask mama
will her flu chuan lan to mii
haha
-.-

miting juan this fri ba
=) waiting
will open eye big big
ear big big
u knw wat i mean
haha
love u lots~
=)

hao le la~ lazy lazy~~

less sms
less miting
less saying love mi
less callin mii darling
less talking

but no matter how many less there is
u'll always be in my heart

i love u
now, still & til forever

im particular
cos i tot u'll mean wat u say de
sms more next day
but
nvm

i knw things will change
when u start sch
when i start sch
when i start sch & start to wrk at the same time
im stress
if we mit less is ok
but if sms is also less
i'll feel that
im really collapsing
anytime
i will feel that no one is "supporting" mii
im really tired
wrk & study
but wat can i do?
nth at all

i feel so insecure
really insecure
that's nth i can do
jus onli waiting for ur sms

give mii back the feelin i once lost...

darling still love dar alot
since 27.01.2007

start wrk le
very tired
schoolin
doin hw
revise
jus hope everything ends fast
3 mth course like takin forever
-.-
i doubt anyone will knw how i feel
nt even my dar ba
cos i knw he dun view my blog anymore le

anyway
wrk is ok la
cos ytd is first day
think sharon & annie dun wan stress mi up
many was surprise im back to kk
many still duno
=)
abt my schedule of wrk..
i'll be workin like this:
monday: 1.30pm to 5.30pm
tuesday & thursday: 8am to 5.30pm
think is quite ez to understand
but ytd my dumb dumb say he's blur~
anyway any changes i'll say again
cos my next sem de time table
nt same le

birthday comin le
wish?
gt time den update in blog ba~
very tired nw~
shag~
update again
tata

wanna blog thingy abt tdy
i'll try blog k?

tdy wake up
wash up
eat lunch
wait for dad
go out
to vivo
den walk hyper mart
den cum hm
bo liao right?
den reach bus stop
leg cramp
okok
duno why
den the vein swollen loh
haiz
den walk hm
rest
watch tv
den now blogging loh

sometimes
something that is in ur mind / brain
jus couldnt be taken off
it will always be remembered
and flashed thru...
no matter how happy u are now
when the thing flashed thru ur mind
it is enough to let u teared
let u cry..

xin ku
tong ku

hmm think that's all ba
let the pic do the talkin
tired
shag

tml?
no idea of tml
let's see wat dar gotta say first ba
lols
cos
dunno lehz
mayb gg out
mayb nt
cos tml he wrkin
yupp

love u always
love u still
love u forever
til the day i stopped breathing
=)
dumb.....

hmm~
where to start?
haha
dar ar~
u really look like tank wor?
why everyone saying u are xiao tank
-.-
okok la~
lols~

hmm~
ytd
dar after sch
mit him
go get pay

den go ms
deposit money

den walk walk
eat dinner
thks for helpin mii peel the fish
lol
=)

went esplanade de
but wet wet
-.-
so dec to head hm
took 857

reach hm le
dar headache
-.-
den he went hm

tdy
go sch
wah train got seats wor
=)
den reach sch loh
yawns
so slpy
nv slp well loh

go kk
sign contract
eelyn gt 2nd baby le
happy for her

was in the shuttle bus
saw sun sun & the 2 ger
thinkin
am i de one whu change
or sun sun is the one
haiz
everything over le

nv mit dar tdy
nt tml oso
cos tml i gg out with parent
dar wrkin at night
sunday?
nt yet cmf
dar wrkin at night too

tues start wrk le
duno can cope ma
haiz
yupp
will learn more things de
yes
i believe i can overcome everythin
& believe that it is a new challenge for mii
wrk & study
at the same time
jia you wor si~~

our 4th mth
comin
in one wk time
=)
hope i'll be able to cel with u
love u~
i knw u've nt been viewin my blog
but nvm
=)
i'll jus still blog everythin here

tut tut love dumb dumb

blogger box is back~
lols
k la~

jus now
on the way hm
dar suddenly stomach pain
haiz
i was helpless la
duno watta do
love u~
was fine b4 that
but duno wat happen ar~

hmm tdy in sch
communication skill
wan lend pen oso so xin ku
haiz~
luckily ask a ger in front~

after sch
straight away go le
reach yck
mit dar
go eat lunch
haha
dar dar kena wanton aunty beat pipi
=p
eat xi gua xi mi lu
den go dar hse

play comp lo
den i play ur hp
=p

den take a bath at his hse
nice conditioner~
nice nice smell~
=p
den took train to orchard
ya la
ppl pian xmm
i pian xiao didi
can??
-.-

alight at orchard
walk far east
lol
sprain my leg
i clumsy ma~
=(
den okok le
walk walk
to heeren
to ps
arr
crispy pork
renovating to serve u better
dots~
=(
den go ljs drink & eat fries loh

den go vivo
walk awhile
buy tut tut with small tut tut on head de
so cute
thks dar
thks thks thks
i'll mk sure she dun fight with kan kan
& i'll hug them to slp
=)

den go superdog eat
haiz
duno wat happen to cashier
-.-

eat le
go pet safari
buy thingy for wang wang
den jiu go slack loh
rooftop again
=)
dar wierd wierd de
but anyway....
=)

tickle mii
blow my hair
big bully
=p

thks for being so lovely
thks for loving mii
thks for pampering mii
thks for everything
thks for cuttin my nail for mii
=D
really thks
nth could say how much i love u
& how much u meant to mii
but dar
i love u

im really gald to hear that
among them
being with mii is the most wonderful one
=)
i'll make sure i kp sparkin in ur life
love u with all i can

last but nt least
i love u

tut tut will always love dumb dumb
darling will always love dar dar

jus view jess blog
dec to blog again
knw la
bo liao
still gt 2 & half hr more
to fetch dar
yawns

jess wrote abt how she start with her bf
lol
see liao so touchin like this
=)
2 yrs le
always envy ppl whu hv 2 yrs of r/s
zhen & kor oso~
cos mine always cant last
being with dar is de longest
=)
comin to 4th mth le~
=)
ive always say
he's my everythin
last time is
now oso
hee~

jus nw gt the call
say tues start wrk
actually nw gt mixed feelin
duno y
mayb scare i cant cope ba
the job is nt like at MA
so relax
haiz~
but is definitely challenging~
=)

sis bought hp le
same with dar
O.O
dots~
haha
her hp spoil le
mine oso but nv go repair la
lazy
=p
hao le la~
duno wan blog wat le~
tml gg out with dar~
later havin dinner with dar
=)
thurs gg out with him to take pay again
den fri gg out again
sat no
cos papa gg out
sunday gg out again ba~
but he gt wrk~
=)
next wk?
havent knw his schedule yet~
so wait & see~
lol

hao le la~
yawns~
lazy~
tata~

Jus gt a news~
kk hospital HR call
I'll be startin work next wk~
lols~
im back to kk la~
-.-

but that stupid boss no longer there~
haha~

and and
im nt wrkin at medical affairs le
but in children emergency dept
=)

is jus part time~
wrk & study lo
or else?
no money~
=)

jus workin for 21 hr per wk ba~
the schedule i havent knw yet~
til end of the yr
i still gt 30 hr of leaves
funny hor?
lol
i oso find it la
whahaha~

anything jus sms mii
or leave a msg at tag board ask mii ba~

long long blog ba~
abt alot of thingy~
i jus wanna voice it out~
jus bear with mii~
lol

hmm check my frenster
hao cum view mi
he cum view
i view back loh
nth wrong hor?
wait kena ppl stead scold mii bitch again
-.-

wah so many ppl cum view my blog wor??
anyway
my blog is open de
so whu wan view oso can hor??
whahaha~~~
is it jus so qiao?
or wat?
i dun care le~~
as long as i knw wat im doin~
=)

sat mit dar afternoon~
ur lan dian hua~
=p
den slack at his void deck~
diao~ slack til rain~
his papa at hm
so nv go up
den i go hm
go hm liao
study abit
den go mit hy
go gk chalet
dar reached at 330am
-.-
den
we nv slp la
talk loh
lyin down loh
dun wan go into detail
tired~~
dar left his key with mi
lols

sunday
reach hm
slp
wake up
watch tv
den go slp again

tdy wake up
go sch
break
slp again
mit ger
thks for ur treat
=)
den go kk
so cute~
erm forget her name le
en wat huh??
en si?
lol
really forget le
u askin mii when i wan baby or leng jie?
lols
if mii
when i wan baby ar?
ask boi ba~
haha~
i tel him
he say no money
so i wait til he gt money loh
haha~
wiat til he "grow up" oso
=p
opps
den u lehz?? lols~
leng jie first ba??
haha~~

den cum hm
bath
revise again

frenship
wat does 8 years (or more?) of frenship means to all of u?
tag & tell mii?
i feel so hurt after one night
really hurt

i dunno wanna say wat oso la
i feel totally like shit
ger knw
mama knw
dar knw
sis knw
myself knw
u wanna knw?
cum ask mii la~
one night and i knew that

nw i realise
i dun nid any other
i jus nid my two ger
& my dar enough le

i really wanna blog everythin out de
but really no mood
jus cum find mii ask mii wat happen ba~

totally no mood~
shag~

tdy
sch again
was blur la
duno y
i mean
the lesson mks mii blur la
lol
revise abit
feel like slpin
so nv revise le
after sch went interview
mit auntie(s) for lunch first
go ofc sit
lol
saw the 3 ppl
well
bwg
so happy to see mii wor?
in my heart was thinkin
think u nt happy to see mii la
wat so happy to see mi
haha~

interviewed 1 hr plus
duno the outcome
haiz~

den head hm
yawns
so slpy
eat bread
drink coffee

den den
revise wrk
im guai de ok?

er tdy in class
talk to the ger
whu sit beside + beside mii on wed de
the ger beside mii nv cum tdy
talk alot
during lesson
chat something personal
lol
i did listen to lesson ok?
>.<
nice chattin with her baz~

hmmm he nv cum tdy
due to rain ba~
lols
anyway
2 guy slp in class tdy~
lol
nice to slp loh~
the teacher somemore LKK
talk like duno wat
more slpy
lol

dar dar~ tml can see u le~~
hee~~
miss u miss u~~
gonna enjoy tml with u~
loves~

our 4th mth
cumin in 2 wks time
fast right?
=)

ni shi wo de quan bu~

Take the 100 Acre Personality Quiz!

i love this song~ =)
heard this song from lilian's blog~

Janice Wei - Never Let You Go

the rain, just never seems to bring
the joy i feel the same
everlasting pain of my loss remains
My heart, can't seem to learn to part
the hold you left your mark all that
I dreamed of now it seems so stark
Tho I told myself won't hold my breath
a part of me was dying
there is nothing left for me to do now
but give in
If you gave me one chance to tell you how I was feeling
I would sing to you and tell you I won't live my life without you
if you gave me, one chance to tell you how I was feeling
I would hold your hand and look in your eyes
and ya know
I'd never let you go

The way, you left me on the train
I don't know what to say
I remember everything of that day
I can't, believe we'd never dance
I just need one more chance to share the sunset our one last romance
Tho I told myself won't hold my breath
a part of me was dying
there is nothing left for me to do now
but give in
If you gave me one chance to tell you how I was feeling
I would sing to you and tell you I won't live my life without you
if you gave me, one chance to tell you how I was feeling
I would hold your hand and look in your eyes
and ya know
I'd never let you go

If you gave me one chance to tell you how I was feeling
I would sing to you and tell you I won't live my life without you
if you gave me, one chance to tell you how I was feeling
I would hold your hand and look in your eyes
and ya know
I'd never let you go

at dar hse
update blog
he slpin
after sch
straight away cum find him

tdy sch again
communication
er
was sitting at the same position
diff classroom
tdy with 2 gers beside mii
nv really talk to them
duno watta talk
yawns
im anti-social la dar
cannot ar?
=p

he cum in
see him
so cute
=)
look at him
look look & look
okok
im concentrating in class oso hor~~
=p

anyway
in my heart
no one can replace dar de
=)
hope dar is with mii when im studyin oso
sianz
=(
impossible la i knw

hao le la
anything zai update ba~~

ok~
duno wat happen to blogger de box~
look so weird~
anyway
first day of sch
not bad
but no fren
lol
i was sittin at one corner
duno y all gers sit in front
onli mii sit behind
-.-
so
i was at a deserted plc
lols
so far so gd
gt hw loh
yawns

dar go sch
i release~ =p
later gg fetch him

nv slp well
v hot
kp wakin up
hmmm
ytd morning
wake up
rec kor sms
den reply
rec again
den reply
he jiu call wo liao
-.-
duno chat how long
den he say
anythin can ask him de
O.O
lols
den hang up
go bath
den mit dar

ytd go amk hub
go play pool
den go jurong point
lol
dar play pool with mii no kick de
cos i kp losin ma
lols

wah lao
damn hot loh
-.-
de sun so bright
but i like the bright sun
-.-
abit bored at hm
mayb later go do hw
so dun nid do~
hao le la~
jiu blog dao here~

dar: love u alot~
ytd i enjoy myself~
really~
=)
although u are like
kp bullyin mii~~
=p

i think
i seriously nid thingy to do
been thinkin alot
yawns~

er starting sch le
arr
hate the feelin
sianz
but i hope i can jia you
=)
must do well le~

study study study
gk chalet next wk
arr
duno wan go ma
dar finding mii after wrk ar?
if like tat den i go
if nt all couple couple again
lol

nt been gg out
tdy fetch dar
den jiu hm le
abit bo liao la i knw
jus wan see him

sun duno can go out ma
haiz
nvm ba
duno la
arrr
sianz

pc givin mii problem
-.-
guai la guai la pc

dar feet gt blister
who ask u go play bball
who ask u go play bball
who ask u go play bball
bleah~~~
hump!!
kp blowin my hair for wat
u envy my hair so straight i knw
bleah~~~
gt ur kou shui le
eekkkk~~

hao le la~
stop here le~
gt anythin zai update ba~
so lazy~~

ai gei le ni
wo bu hou hui~

blog again le. felt damn bad tdy. duno y. is it cos im stayin at hm alone & lookin at this comp & listening to music & im getting emo or is it u are nt by my side? i really hate de feelin of being lonely.. mayb i really gt nth much to do & that kps my brain to think think & think ba~

duno how to describe de feelin i have now. everythin jus come crossin thru my mind. memories. de thingy that the gers say in de toilet during k box. the 2 reason y ger cry that day~ the feelings.

was lookin thru those pic i take with dar~ miss de times we have fun tgt. shoppin, slackin, talking... de first time we mit, the first time we ton, the first time u cum to my hse & slp, the first time.......... how gd if things pause~ so i can be at ur side 24/7 like ur guardian angel. =)

ok im gg take a nap le~ slpy~

miss u
love u
til eternity

i've gt alot alot alot
of time
to update tdy~

yawnz~
dar in sch le
im at hm
waiting for sch reopen

gt my timetable by email ytd
schedule is like so messy can?
but cmf is that i onli study 1,3,5
lols
knw wat i mean?
and frm 9 -12pm

ytd,
mit dar at yck
eat lunch
go hm he play utopia
den
go out
to bugis
buy bag for sch

all my baggy v small de
cant put book ma
sure nid buy bag
or else free bag will drop from sky wor?
30 dollars....

den go walk walk
walk til city hall
dar take pay
den go army market
he buy his safety boots for work
so hard de
-.-
lol
den eat abit drink drink
go back city hall again

walk ms
see his jacket again
buy for him since gt 20% off
=)
treat it as our anni gift loh~

den go see ppl play pool & billard
den go eat dinner
go esplanade
we yan jiu-ing how to
tie a nice & special shoe lace
for his safety boots
lol

den go hm le~
he gt study tdy ma
den say havent do homework

now here i am writin stories
lols

cant see him tdy tml & sat
sun see him
monday start sch
hope sch will be fun & gt fren ba
anti-social de
so hope ppl cum be-friend with mii
=p

find that i cant really find any true frens
except my 2 gers
duno y
no one understands mii ba
but they understands mii
=)
cos they are the best
=)

btw........................

On 03 May 1985,
a baby "moo moo" is born
her parent decided to name her
tan sok chun
aka
chen su zhen
(is it this chen ma huh? lol)

happy birthday to my dearest dearest gf~
enjoy ur birthday
cel for one wk ba~
lols
thks for being with mii always
=)

knw i wish u liao
but i wan wish u everywhere
ur sms, blog, frenster
=p

**darling shouting*
darrrrrrrrrrr
i misssssssssssssss u~~~~~~
can u hear miiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiii????

okok~
dar i really miss u~
dun bear to let u go ytd again
de feelin comes back again
once it is there
den it comes back again
i hate de feelin
becos it really makes mii feel so terrible
let mii miss u alot alot
hai shi hen ai nii
loves

thhink my life is abt all this onli
my dar
my gers
=)
cos they are de best~
=p

Cheers~

Dar & Darling~

Birthday Ger~

Kor & Zhen~

Mii & Birthday ger~

The Gers~

k box~
sry wor~
spoiled everything~
but i enjoy myself~
=)

nice gift right?
=)

thks for everythin~
thks for everyone~
my two ger (zhen & juan), yen, lihuan~
=)

hai shi hen ai ni.
u knw de.
hugs~

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Shisi
Cathy
25th June Baby

Attach to Tan Weisong since
27 January 2007

She -
slut
tut
emo
attitude
useless
anti-social
blur
clumsy
stm
ugly
stubborn
bad-tempered
childish

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Dar Dar (Mr Tan WeiSong)
Mama & Papa
BeiBei (Cat)
Wang Wang (Chincilla)
Suzhen (Lover)
Juan (Gf)
Jayden Chong (Godson)
Honeydew
Doraemon
Pink

Papa & Mama to 享福
Go Taiwan
Have my Certificate Cert
Have my Diploma Cert
Have a wonderful job with wonderful pay
Eyebrows embroidered - Amy Sim (22 Dec 08)
Singapore Flyer (nightview - 27 Mar 08)
Singapore Flyer (Dayview - 14 Feb 09)
laptop
harddisk
Photo Printer
touch screen phone - Samsung Omnia
ipod touch
Walkman Phone
faster RAM CPU
Digital Camera
mp3
Osim uZap & uZap Mini
25Hr Watch (No diamond, Metal strip with pink or light purple surface)
shades
Rollerblade (Currently owning is my lover's)
Couple watch
Couple Phone - Samsung Omnia
couple ring
couple wallet
couple shorts
More couple tee

❧ ChengXi
❧ DaSm0nD / rOnG sHa0
❧ dOnG dOnG
❧ FaEzAh
❧ Jessica
❧ LeeJuan
❧ Pat
❧ Rachel
❧ SuZhen
❧ YunFang
❧ ZhIyOnG (YES 93.3 DJ)

❦ Blogger
❦ Blogskin
❦ Love Closet
❦ TaGbOaRd

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Y The first post abt him
Y The day i knew i fall in love with him
Y Our love begins
Y The first time
Y First time gg out of sg with him

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