Monday, July 30, 2007;9:27 PM
Y
emo-in
i knw is scary
cos that day terrence bday
ck was emo-in
was really scary
jus cry
jus feel damn down tdy
i nid u
u are nt here
why?
lost & blue
tot u will at least pop by
to surprise mii
even though u say u wan cum over but i say ask u go hm
tot u will jus cum
dun care abt my words
to brighten mi
but nv
well...
i jus treat it as...
u are guai
listening to mi
emo
emo
emo
still emo-in
stress up
tired
wan u by my side
nth else
wan dry my tears
but it wont dry
anyway gt a flower from sharon tdy
nurses day
=)
and i gt B for my eng comm
& C for my econ
happy enough that i pass~
=)
nt in de best mood~
si ♥ song
Saturday, July 28, 2007;1:03 AM
Y
long blog
one wk blog i guess?
sat
cut hair day
lalala
dar cut botak
mi as usual
lol
he brought bread for mii
=)
hee
swt swt
i love his little action like this
makes mii touch jus like this~
=)
im ez contented~
sunday
doin nth
nv mit him
den pack my rm
lalala
=p
den monday
study wrk
tues
study wrk
wed
study wk
den he say fren cel bday
he no wrk
so mit him
=)
lol
so fun bday cel'tion
whaha
thurs
study wrk
fri
study wrk
our 6th mth
half a year le
time flies
=)
mit him
robbery!!!
snatch my bag
hump
y nv bring bag
haiz
meant to be a surprise de
buy a belt for him
formal one
cos he kp lendin frm kor
wo kan le bu shuan =p
den
went ms
walk walk
eat dinner
nice nice
but as usual
bad svc
lalala
=p
took train hm
lalala
slack at void deck
talk alot of thingy
think almost everythin that happen ba
he ask why so many thingy happen nv tel him
haiz
busy with wrk & study
he bz with proj
well...
=)
really talk our hearts out tdy ba~
ger~
anythin share ok??
u knw right
im always here
i knw
even if i dun find u
u will cum find mii de
hee
stil de same word
always here for u & juan~
dearest dar dar
happy 6th mth again
glad that u like de gift
love ni~
=)
everythin i wan say
alrdy say le
=)
hugs~
si ♥ song
Saturday, July 21, 2007;1:09 AM
Y
my life?
sch
sch
sch
wrk
wrk
wrk
go sch
go wrk
go sch
go wrk
wat else?
i duno
i tel dar
im breakin down soon
even havent one wk
im really breakin down
din mit him much this wk
onli mon
went to lilian hse
he play mj
lilian was cute
scare i bored
i love to stone
as long as
he is there
i dun mind stoning
and lookin at him
=)
dumb say next fri dun wan wrk
tut ask him why?
*tut act blur
den dumb say
he felt that fri is a bad day for wrkin
shi wor??
lol
*thks dar i knw u rem de date/day
=)
dumb
im always "supportin" u
u cant "fall"
cos if u "fall"
tut will not be able to stand on her own
cos tut SERIOUSLY is breakin down soon
thks for all de encouragin msg
will pull thru de
=)
ger:
u cant take money from mii for makin blog hor~~
=(
u cant treat mii like this de~~
=(
i will cry de~~
=(
haiz
im shag
really
i duno when will i fall la
really....
anyway
tml gg cut hair
lalala
mit him
lalala
sun?
duno yet
but i hope i can
lalala
=)
ger, i miss u~
lalala~~
dar i love u
my dumb~
si ♥ song
Friday, July 13, 2007;12:57 AM
Y
a quick one b4 i go slp
fri afernoon shift
fri ah ma gg off...
i wish to walk de last journey with her
but i knw
i cant
anyway is his ah ma
will nv forget how she hold my hand
the feelings
nv forget how she look at mii..
nv forget the smile on her face in the pic display there
=)
may tml weather's be gd
tues wrk
wed mit dar
after his exam
waited for them to finish de c# test
den go play pool
lol
dar kp winning wor
play one round with ck
of cos tut tut nv win
lalala
=p
ck & dar's turn
whahaha
kp nearly wanna go in but nv
lol
one game is left 5
one is 4
lol
of cos dar win
den go his hse
he take bath le jiu go down le
sit awhile
y kor kor & dar look so diff
whaha
=p
pray to ah ma
nv walk in see
i knw if i walk in i sure waterfall de
cos i outside prayin i alrdy wan cry le
play daidee
they play so fast
so not used to it
play with ger they all beta
slow & steady
=p
after that wo jiu hm le
walk to station with mii
reach station wo start to cry le
i tel u le
is onli de reason i tel u
another one most pro is
cos of ah ma
reach hm
still cryin
mama nv really talk to mii
was rather moody tis few days ba
thurs work
moody
cum hm
online til nw
btw thurs
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO PAPA
=)
mama & papa bday so close
bought mama a earrin she wan
the 4 leave earring
& bought papa wallet
share with sis
and oso
gt my bday gift from sis
belated de
guess wat?
is a pink col digital cam
casio exilim
lol
i love it
=)
hao le la
gg slp le
love dumb alot
miss him alot too
haiz
love & peace to his beloved ah ma
si ♥ song
Thursday, July 12, 2007;8:00 PM
Y
Anyone willing to buy mii this?? So cute hor?? Mini version of da ge da~ CK's phone~~
dar & his innovative proj. Dun mistaken, it is nt suppose to be a sunglass but something for hanger~~
si ♥ song
Wednesday, July 11, 2007;1:12 AM
Y
monday
go sch find him again
lalala
mii & her laugh same pattern mehz?
-.-
hear ppl callin mii sao zi again
den i jus turn
but duno whu la
whaha~
thks ck for de
er is it pancake??
i eat two wor~
hungry ma
=p
den jiu acc him hm
den slack awhile
mama cal again
ask him down
take bath
he jiu send wo go bus stop
i go amk buy mama bday gift
den jiu hm
tues
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MAMA
dar
mama say havent married
so dun nid treat yet
lol
=)
wrkin tdy lo
but afternoon quite slack ba
wed?
gg find him ba~
miss him
cant see him til duno when again
haiz
think im too attached to him ba~
haiz~
lalala
zhen
my eye candy single
lalala
eye candy
haha
but hor
stil same word la
dar will always be my eye candy~
=)
cos he's my dumb dumb~
miss & love dar dar~
si ♥ song
Monday, July 09, 2007;2:02 PM
Y
couldnt get to slp
8am de sch is noisy
9 plus still noisy
10 dar call
say cant mit cos grandma in hospital
v v serious
duno wat he tel mi oso
blur blur
den i ask nid mii go with him
he say dun nid
ask mii slp
so noisy how slp?
den
12 plus msg
haiz
is my msg reply u tulan?
or tdy ur attitude sucks?
i nv say sry
cos i dun think is my fault
i nv give u any attitude yet u say
my msg reply to u mk u tulan
im nt angry or wat in the msg
nv give any attitude
is u tdy crazy
i knw things happen tdy
so i nv blame u
den msg mi say grandma pass away le
nv get to see her jiu pass away le
is it y ur attitude like this?
or is it really my fault?
sometimes i feel is nt my fault yet im de one whu say sry first
cos u really mean alot to mii
im scare to lose u
did u change?
everyone say they have nt
includin u ba?
even him
he say he nv change
but i knw how the ger feel
the ger is feeling like mii
givin out everythin
yet wat i get was
attitude
im shag
im really shag
ur grandma pass away
u are upset
im equally too
cos i lost my grandma whu dote on mii
whu really dote on mii
why u nv think abt how i feel de
in the msg
im really nt wat
i jus dunno wat u tryin to tell mii
u tel mii anythin anythin
im nt worms in ur stomach which knw wat u thinkin
i knw u are vexed
that's y i nv argue further
this wk is nt the right wk ba~
lovin u still
from tut tut
si ♥ song
Sunday, July 08, 2007;11:58 PM
Y
tdy
nth much happen ba
wake up
go lunch with mama & sis
go buona vista
is it that spellin?
wait for ger
den go her grandpa there
sit sit
fold that paper
den slack slack lo
talk talk
him & her restart le
as long as she happy can le ba~
=)
tired
this blog
is for mi 2 say
out thingy de
but
duno y
jus dun wan say out here ba
mayb i shld kp everythin to myself
now oso dunno whu to turn to le
jus kp everythin ba
shag
nights~
duno if u are viewing
but anyway ger rem to ask mii for 20 dollar k...
=)
si ♥ song
Saturday, July 07, 2007;12:19 AM
Y
sry
i spoiled everything again
is my fault again
haiz
i think
celebration dun cal mi ba
sry
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MY 2ND GER GER
AH JUAN!!!!!!!!!!
lol
tdy was busy at wrk
but i manage to go off
den wan mit ger de
but den
i saw jy
den was smiling to him
tot he saw mii
but nv
diao
den i call juan lo
whaha
he say see mii but dun cmf
dots
den wait for ger
den go pasir ris lo
wait for the guy
duno how spell his name
lol
den go eat
den jiu go park le
cant find de swing
walk walk walk
den finally~~~
play swing
i onli play low low
whaha
den they play
i take pic
den rest
den go hm ask uncle gt bus ma
he say gt gt
lol
510pm jiu cum le
ask we walk faster
den on bus
jiu like tat like that
haiz
jiu like that lo
cry
duno watta do
haiz
on way hm
ger mit her sis
mi juan jy take train
he msg mi
his grandma at hospital
den acc go
his mama ask mii go over see grandma
she hold my hand
den i nv cry de
start to cry again
i bear my tears le
but still drop
hide behind him
mama tellin grandma
is boy boy gf
den i start to cry alot le
she hold my left hand
den jiu hold wo right hand
stop my tear awhile
den start to drop again le
go eat dinner
i nv eat at all
den reach lvl 1 le
i still droppin my tear
haiz
go up
he gg hm
so go see grandma
den we jiu go hm first le
this is de 2nd time i saw him cry
he was ok at first
den walk to grandma
jiu cry le
we are still dar & darling cos he dun wanna give up this r/s yet
is wat he tel mii jus now
like wat ger tel mii ba
everytime anythin happen
we nv try solve it
jiu hao le
like wat i tel ger
we are like puzzle
is alrdy messy
no one mk de move to make it neat again
den ppl cum mess up again
becum more messy
it will jus continue ba i guess?
i dun wan the puzzle to be messy &
dun wan de puzzle to be broken into 2
i still love u alot dar
that's all i wanna say
the rest
i alrdy sms u when i ask u think abt it le
i've alrdy cry alot le
tdy
really tired
my eye
red & swollen nw
jus wan a rest
still lovin u as much....
ps: andrea, take care k? smile~
si ♥ song
Tuesday, July 03, 2007;11:17 PM
Y
why is the past stil haunting mii?
relationships, friendships
r/s?
edwin?
that day at tpy
saw someone like him
sis say
now u gt ur "tank" le
so dun think of edwin le
lol
i jus laugh out when my sis say
i gt "tank" le
haha
and im oso thinkin of someone la
think onli
nt miss la
lol
that stupid him lo whu else?
zhen's QAD
whaha~
is past le
frenship?
duno y
jus hate her alot
nt anyone frm ite
haiz
but is jus her
nv contact le
but
haiz
arg!!!
well
i tel myself
nw
i gt ger & juan with mii le
no matter wat happen
our r/s wont change
=)
sometimes
once somethin is gone
even if it is back now
things wont be de same anymore
lol
im gettin emo
think study too much econ le
dar jus transfer his brain cell to mii
whahaha
"lame"
=p
i wan go "sch" next monday again~
dar can ma??
lol
=p
ytd gt ppl call wo da sao
-.-
cute bunch of guys
lol
ger
that guy i mention oso nt bad
not onli my yandao
whaha!!!!
think he single wor!!!
whaha~~
-.-
lame~
he's my eye candy for this wk~~~
lol
but dar is my eye candy for my whole life~
lalala~~
=p
hao le la
wish mii luck luck luck for my econ tml
hope wat i study oso cum out!!!
wish wish wish~~~
love my dumb alot~
si ♥ song
Monday, July 02, 2007;6:34 PM
Y
where else would i be?
lol im at his hse
lol
jus cum out after bath
=p
liang liang
after exam
go nyp find dar
den
go his class with him
lol
so relax de ar?
-.-
but fun la
knw how poly life is
whaha
=p
erm tdy english comm
er section A
easy
but duno i gt make careless mistake ma
den section B & C
i manage to do
but duno will pass ma
i feel la
feel onli
can pass
whaha
tot he nv cum for exam
but he jus reach
on time
i left le
he havent leave
wed still gt econ
=)
jia you jia you
im sure i can do it
if i wan to
whaha
i bought juan somethin
so nice
lol
i feel nice la
lol
actually
dar classmate say wan go watch tranformer de
but duno y
wed den go le
wed i cant
=(
hump!!
nvm
den jus now
dar say we go but i duno wan
lol
gg for dinner le~
=p
he's my dar!!!!
si ♥ song
Sunday, July 01, 2007;2:07 AM
Y
im sick sick & sick
and ive missed
3 event for this stupid sickness
work, mit up with fang &
er gk ask mii if im free during her bday night
so supposingly shld be cel her bday ba?
er ok wed was ok
was out with dar
he cum my hse
den go out
thurs mornin
here cums
sore throat
and wat's more?
flu
and and and
de worse havent cum
when i reach hm
see doc
doc tel mii
I HAVE FEVER
wth lo
first time sick first day jiu gt fever le
last time sick still drag den gt fever de
-.-
was tellin doc
but i under probation lehz
how take mc
den he shoot mii
u sick wat
probation sick oso must take mc de ma
or else will becum more serious
-.-
dots
ok doc u win
den i guai guai take mc lo
-.-
yawns
borin
arrr
duno
monday
eng comm test
wed
econ
-.-
hope wat i've read will cum out
my mama ask mii row de question paper den pray there
see which one drop out den the question will cum out
lame la i knw
lol
more lame one is
i tel her to burn everythin
den put into water
i drink
den can rem everythin le
whaha~
crazy!!
dar workin many days next wk
haiz~
si ♥ song
