Wednesday, October 31, 2007;10:52 PM
Y
i knw im a pester~
i jus feel damn so heartbroken when i saw de msg she send u~
like
she knw how ni feelin but nt mii
i duno u are tired if u din tel wo
ask ni
ni say ok ok
nt so tired
haiz
when im with ur fren
i feel so damn EXTRA tdy
i feel that is like my fault for mitin ni tdy
feel that everythin is like my fault
i jus hate it u knw???
im jus like this
even if i stay under de sun for hours
nv did anything
jus purely see ni
kena sun burn for nth
i'll feel happy le
but tdy
i wasnt happy at all
i felt damn down
was thinkin
is it my fault again?
i wan cry
but i din
nw
i cant hide my tears any longer
is like de needle that prick thru mii tdy when i hv my blood test
is like prickin thru mii over & over
i felt damn weak tdy
seein u jus give mii de energy of everythin
nth kps mii gg but u
mayb
im jus selfish ba
mayb ur fren will think or say
why ur gf such a pest
kp followin u
but
i jus wan to hv more time with u
de feelin i hv that u are leavin mii is jus there this few days
like de time i tel u how i feel when i cant get to slp
mayb due to menses
den think alot ba
that's all~
thks for viewin my blog if u are jus my fren & happen to pass by~
tears rollin down without u knowin again~
9th mth~
wake up~
wanna call him later cos sis bathin
but he wake le~
call wo~
lol~
bath hao jiu go out le~
went to find him & eat roti john (correct ma?)
den whu knws
he alrdy at his void deck le
lol
gt style hair wor?
can see la
lol
=p
really can see ok??
bleah~
NOT LIKE NI!!!
WO DRAW EYE-BROW TDY
HE NV NOTICE IT TILL AT VIVO
WO TEL HIM!!!
HUMP!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
we share our lunch
cos wo scare wo cant finish one by myself
so call lamb dunno wat
lol
large de~
share share~
den went orchard walk walk
walk walk walk
to duoby
den hor~
wanna see b1 gt wat de
den this KID
jus walk so fast over
i tot wat
yuan lai
saw de crispy pork we always eat last time
when we first go stead
lol
so nice
den uncle tel us
bugis gg open one oso
hope gt sell pork de
cos ck tang that one
no pork
onli chicken~
lol
den went vivo
eat carls' jr for dinner
slack slack
cum hm
play swing
slack slack
lol
=)
thks dar
for everything~
=)
happy 9th mth~
ai ni!!!!!
Saturday, October 27, 2007;12:01 AM
Y
HAPPY 9TH MONTHTO MYDUMB DAR DAR!!!!going to be one year le in a few month time=)love u more as each day pass
Friday, October 26, 2007;11:40 PM
Y
was busy on thurs & fri
MO Orientation
finally is over~
-.-
next
Mass Casualty
-.-
arrrr
give mii a break can??
-.-
wrkin in hospital jiu shi like this
-.-
but ive wrk for more den one yr in kk le
woo
haha~
time flies~
=)
miss last time de MA ppl~
nw de CMI de~
ger wo yao psp~~
=(
ask kor buy one for mii can???
can?? can??
lol
=p
tues mit him
go amk study
he study wo sit there la
lol
im a gd ger
=p
den jiu hm le
wed
go find him in sch
went wilfred hse
although hv to climb alot of stairs
but i still like his hse la!!!
4 lvl ba correct?
gt B1 somemore~
and and gt rooftop!!!
lol
too bad la
actually went there to play mj
but that ck lo
lol
dar sianz half
jiu play pool
woo yuan lai is free de
stay there can play pool for free wor~
i duno de place la
is at yishun
take bus 804 de
lol
so nice lo
nicer den "his" hse
whaha~
=p
den cum back khatib
finally gotta sit on my swing le
hee~
thks to de 2 xiao di di let wo play
=p
den thurs fri nv mit him
tml will mit le
=)
he hv tonnes of hw to do
haiz~
see him so stress
wo oso stress
-.-
duno why
wo fail my acc paper
wo actually really did my best le
haiz
that day when i saw that
i feel that
wo really v useless lo
haiz
mayb im jus that useless ba~
USELESS ME!!
Tuesday, October 23, 2007;1:30 PM
Y
sat went his hse play with gon gon~
gon gon guai~~
=p
he wrkin
from sat til sun
so sun wo waited for him to release frm wrk
bu kai xin de dun say le
=p
he like nt tired de although nv slp
lol
but i knw he is la~
=)
i knw im nt a fun ger or active ger as others
im sry if i disapooint u
=/
duno wan go where for dinner
den we hv 2 plc in mind
so we flip coin
lol
next time we flip notes k?
always flip coin no fun~
lalala~
so dec on bedok~
lol
eat le jiu walk walk
went sheng siong~
whaha~
tut & dumb go market~
lalala~
den take 854 hm
lol
pass by ger's hse~
den reach khatib~
slack awhile
wo dec to go see playground
cos playground renovate ma~
lol
tut tut still 12 years old~
yea yea
so fun~
lol~
=p
shall go back again~
ger
de playground like ur that park
gt de exercixe thing oso
but nt as big & as much la~
hee~
here gt swing wor~
shld ask juan here~
whaha~
=p
i nv play de swing la~
cos gt 3 gers kp sittin on it
=(
onli play de slide~
dar say we go back nxt time
=p
lalala~
im still a kid la~
hee~
love u to pamper mii like this~
our 9th mth comin
=)
shall enjoy~
love ni~
Sunday, October 21, 2007;12:30 AM
Y
being with him let mii forget everything
=)
he's always de sweetest
of cos is my dar la
=)
was feelin real bad de
but after that i try to cheer myself up cos i tel myself
is over le nth can turn back le
=)
he's always de one whu give in to mii
love mii for whu i am
forgive mii for watever thingy i do
dote on mii
wat's more can i ask for?
right?
hee~
bully mi yet give in to mii
lol~
aii nii~
we shall have more months & years ahead~~
27012007
dumb & tut
last forever~
("v")
live on & let go =)
Saturday, October 20, 2007;1:45 PM
Y
my mood sux too~
really sux
long time nv see this in ger's blog le~
QAD~
den wat shld i call him?
guess nw
i dun even hv de right to be his fren
still wanna call him for wat?
am i really that irritating?
am i really nt worth to be ur fren?
god
why u still kp this memory with mii?
i say i wanna it be erase....
k la
whatever~
jus nt in de right mood i guess~
at his hse~
playin with gon gon~
he gonna wrk til next day tdy~
meaning frm 7pm tdy
til 2pm tml
-.-
so
ive ask him to slp
=p
tdy function is kk hosp d&d
den is duno wat marathon
-.-
as long as he's happy
wan wrk wat time jiu let him wrk ba
haha
ytd den i knw
i really kan kai alot
=p
im a gd ger this wk
he nv mit mii so many days
yet i nv throw any temper
=)
my all time fav song~
分手到底是不是你要的结果
给不了我太多还不准我难过
不知道是为了什么
还要把你无力的爱
记得那么多
怎么放手
也许上天安排你我擦身而过
我明白和你的爱不可能会有结果
你留下泛黄的承诺
要我抱着你的双手
流着泪不准你走
说我贱我也无话可说
连哭都是我的错
在你面前还要我怎么做
要我看见你们拥抱还一笑而过
沉默是我的错
连哭都是我的错
空房间独自等待着日落
爱没有进入身体就已经太执着
爱你是我的错
连结束也是我的错
nth shall pull us apart
ai ni~~
=)
Friday, October 19, 2007;11:46 PM
Y
nth to blog
guess no one cums in to see oso ba
feelin jus sux
dun ask y
no one will ask y too ba
if i could do one thing
i hope that i will forget all de memories b4 01012007
i jus wanna erase it off
can i?
can u grant mii this small simple wish?
i will be v glad u knw?
i jus wan my life to have him
can?
forget it
dar
many days nv see ni le
=(
wo v guai hor?
nv throw anger
=p
seein u soon
hugs~
exam result as follow:
Business Communication & English: B
Business Economics: C
Elements of Human Resource Management: D
Elements of Marketing: B
Accounting Fundamental: ??
Saturday, October 13, 2007;1:58 AM
Y
a frenship is so hard to get
nth is gonna help
to be back to wat we used to be le ba?
ALL I WAN IS LIKE HOW WE USED TO BE LIKE LAST TIME
UR ATTITUDE TOWARDS MII SUCKS~
I HATE THAT U KNW??
nth gonna change le~
simple things that u do towards mii touches my heart~
that's how our frenship starts......
it hurts
but u will nt knw how it feel to be hurt this way
bull-shittin
if u dun like view it
jus get lost
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will nt be seein dar on 3 days ba~
miss ni lots~
tell ni le
whatever happen
remember
i love you
Tuesday, October 09, 2007;2:16 PM
Y
I HATE UR NEW TIMETABLE!!!!!!!!!!!
=(
is it something that we can test for our r/s?
i hope so~
=/
sat and sun
was with him
from sat ton til sun
went alot of plc
lol
lazy mention la
anyway
was fun
=)
thks for everythin dar
den sun cum home 2 slp
lol
den mon
which is ytd
went to airport
cos my mountain tortoise nv go b4
so go walk walk lo
=)
i lost my gui gui there
=(
haiz
somethin is lost it cant be replace le
den went back to city hall
went penisular plaza
duno wan buy that bag bag ma
haiz
-.-
jiu slack slack le
nw?
at hm 2
he lyin on my bed
duno gt slp ma~
lol
why result havent out???
haiz~~
de more we are tgtde more i fear of losing u
Friday, October 05, 2007;6:09 PM
Y
yuan lai bei bei like dar wor??
wo call bei bei here
bei bei bu li wo
dar jus wave she jiu meow
den jiu walk towards him
smell his hand
den push her head to ask dar touch
hump!!!!!
my own cat dun listen to mii
listen to dar~
sob!!!!!!
mama say bei bei like guys
lol
cos papa always carry her
correct la
bei bei nt les
=p
so she wont like gers de
=p
waiting for tml to be with u til dawn~
=)
shall enjoy ourself k?
go kk must be preg or wat ma?
-.-
wo everyday go kk lehz
lol
Wednesday, October 03, 2007;1:30 PM
Y
sorry is wat i wanna say
real sorry
and a big sorry to u
i knw it was meant to be a surprise for mii
and i spoiled everything
was really fed up that night when ni tel wo kor ask ni stay hm tdy & we cant go out as we planned
saw ur smiley face ytd when ni saw wo
til wo say ni
ur face totally change
and i knw i was in de wrong
nvm din wrk on mii
i jus couldnt erase de expression u have when ur face changed
im sry~
i jus couldnt control myself
jus feel damn stupid abt myself
damn useless
hai shi hen ai ni
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was out with sancia after that
when i reached
she oso reached
went to walk walk
she bought ticket for kumar show
den dec on wat we gonna eat
actually wanna eat de wan jiao cafe de
but was like
we are both complaining abt their svc
whaha
den we dec on swensen
lol
better svc
=p
long chat with her
duno took how long for de dinner to end b4 we head off
haha
i miss Sin Ming LTA!!!!!
lol
den she went buy thingy
acc her
lol
tropical auntie
haha
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ren zhong shi yao deng dao shi qu le cai hou hui
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Monday, October 01, 2007;2:52 PM
Y
sat
was at his hse
playin with gon gon
den i slp beside gon gon
(pls: gon gon is lap top la)
den he went wrk
sun was out with him
lunch with him, ma & sis at 848
den we slack at void deck til 4
mit de guys
dec go play pool b4 we go newton eat
lol
thks for de fun time guys~
really enjoy~
although im abit crazy la
cos the guys kp makin mii laugh ma
den headed to newton
this time we manage to eat there
haha
was there with dar but was close for 7th mth whaha
but de food wasnt that nice
den we dec to head to chomp chomp
but we walk one big round of newton couldnt find de bus to chomp chomp
-.-
really newton circle~
-.-
den we headed home lo
next time cai go chomp chomp eat ba
lalala~~
=p
nth much things happen ba~
=)
dun bully bei bei
wait bei bei bite / scratch u den u knw
=p u lucky tdy she in gd mood
lalala
bleah~
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