Friday, March 27, 2009;3:39 PM
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Happy 26th Moniversary to us...as usualmore ups less downseven nw we have lesser timehope we treasure each other more.."Happy" 11th Month "Marriage"u knw whu u areand u knw wat it means by this two symbol " "Happy 6 month coming to this "beautiful" worldto my dearest godsonafterallu will seehow "beautiful" this world isand how "nice" ur father isand how "bad" ur mother is* u knw wat i mean when u see this symbol again " "always love both of umy ger & darcos in this worldnothin mattersother than both of u...without both of u..im nothing...=)Labels: Monthly-Versary again....
saw in ger's blog
http://www.goldinuniverse.com/this is what im feelin nw,
very TRUE!!!!!Name: Shisi
Date: 3/27/2009
Colorgenics Number: 54623107
You are in a state of constant expectation and want interesting and exciting things to happen to you. But in fact, you are a 'Walter Mitty' at times - a dreamer - over-imaginative and often given to fantasy or day-dreaming. There is nothing wrong in 'dreaming' - how boring life would be if one just followed the doctrines of everyday life - but one must not continue leading a life of continuous fantasy. You need to face reality in spite of all its possible shortcomings.
You are finding the present situation extremely demanding and you're having difficulty coping with it. A great deal of strain is involved and you would really like everyone and everything to leave you alone for a while, just so that you can put everything into perspective.
Everyone, sooner or later gets that feeling that one has been cut off from reality, cut off from everything that's going on around them. It usually happens when there is a complete lack of understanding and co-operation - be it from friends, family or loved ones. So what can one do about it? Instead of pondering as to what the future may hold, do something different. Make a cup of coffee. Have a shower. Read a book. Watch your favourite soap opera. Because as soon as you become involved in something different, the original disassociated feelings will dissipate.
You are being unduly influenced by the situation that is all around you. You do not like the feeling of loneliness and whatever it is that seems to separate you from others. You know that life can be wonderful and you are anxious to experience life in all its aspects, to live it to the full. You therefore resent any restriction or limitations that are being imposed on you and you insist on going it alone.
You don't like conflict and you endeavour to avoid criticism. You want to do your own thing and to be able to decide what is right for you. You have considerable personable charm - and this is used with considerable effect on those that keep your company.
ps: thks for tellin mi how i am feelin cos i duno how i am feelin oso jus feel is true...
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Thursday, March 26, 2009;1:46 PM
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sry
i knw i cant help anything
all i can do is
look at ur sms
see ur nagging
everytime u say
he is gd compare to others
i dun feel a thing
and dun feel sry for him
cos i knw
HE IS LIKE THIS
JUS LIKE THIS
HE WILL NEVER CHANGE
Ger ask mi that day when u are home frm hospital
(u onli gt go hospital once la which is last yr. choy choy choy)
we went to find u rem?
after we left
i cried
and she cried too.
she ask mi
will u get depression
i say
think so
though i really hope u wont
but i knw
sooner or later
u will
i regretted
regretted NV ASK U TO BREAK WITH HIM
when u both are quarrellin
regretted NEVER ASK U TO ABORT UR BABY
when i knw u and him is still unhappy and u knw u are preg.
REALLY REGRETTED
so what he is viewing the blog
so what his whoever is viewing
all i wan to say is
THIS IS MY BLOG
I AM HAPPY TO WRITE ANYTHIN HERE
NOT HAPPY?
EXIT FROM HERE
HAVE U DONE UR PART AS A FATHER?
SOMETIME U DOES
MOST OF THE TIME U DO NOT!!!
EARN MONEY FOR THE FAMILY?
EARN FOR THE FAMILY OR FOR URSELF?
NO MATTER HOW U EARN
U WILL SPEND IT
U WANT OWN FREE TIME
PPL DUN NID MA?????
IN THE WHOLE WORLD ONLY U NID UR FREE TIME LA
PPL GO OUT WITH GF LESS THAN 3 HOURS 3-4 PHONE CALL
WHEN U ARE NOT AT HOME
U DUNNO HOW PPL IS STRUGGLING
U THINK MONEY CAN BUY HAPPINESS?
I WANT TELL U
NO!!!!!!!!!!!
MY MOM SAY U ARE GD
I ONLI WILL SHOOT HER
GOOD DOG BITE PPL TO DEATH
SHE SAY U ARE QUIET WHEN U CUM TO MY HSE
QUIET?
BULL SHIT LA!!!!!
NTH MORE TO SAY....
on the other hand
sorry that i onli can see ur msg to mi and see u nag
cos it is ur family problem
i cant help much
no matter wat happen
im here
that is wat u always knw right?
that is why u seldom will see mi sms u abt my prob though sometimes i does
cos i knw
u gt ur prob
alot thing happen to my life also.
jus kp quiet
cos i feel that
myself sad and knw jiu hao le.
dun nid make til others oso sad for mi
for nth serious~
ai ni~~
though i duno the actual date
but is year 2004 til nw... =)
Saturday, March 21, 2009;1:22 AM
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words can never be hurtful
use it to say I LOVE YOU
人生根本不存在“一切完美”，真正的完美，就是学会包容不完美..
Labels: 一切完美
Thursday, March 19, 2009;2:27 PM
Y
think recently i have been lazy to update ba
cos my life
nth de lo
boring
and even more boring
due to him
having attachment~
i am gg out of job soon
so anyone got job tel mi lo
=)
oso
HELP MI CLICK ON THE AD LEH
lol
i wan earn money la..
=p
and oso
for those whu have blog
go to de link and see if the link to ur blog is correct
if wrong tag mi and tel mi ur add k
=)
exam comin
gg to mug sooonnnnnn
and
i duno how soonnnnnnn
=p
i hope to get A for marketing
a PASS for HR will do
hope so~~
=)
Tuesday, March 17, 2009;6:45 PM
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bad luck is coming
and i got a strong feeling..
we are gg to quarrel soonhaiz..oso gd baden we can have cold warden dun nid bother abt each otherwat each other is thinkingand wat each other is feelingalways nag at miden u lehoso doin wat i am doinden wat for always say mi.
it is so diff to find true fren.
whether in sch or wrk..
im glad tat i gt 2 gf with mi
and some of the bud in sec sch..
and of cos him
so in sch or wrk
it is better for us to say
hi and bye
that's all...
yucks to everything~~
down with my luck again~
=(
Sunday, March 15, 2009;6:04 PM
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have finish upgrading my blog!
actually no much diff la.
but i took alot of time to do it la.
u knw la
i nt so gd at html.
luckily dar teach mi abit
ownself yan jiu abit
duno jiu ask him
or ask ger to help
so i roughly knw nw. =p
=)
nv went IT Fair
cos as i say le
i gt a free hard disk frm dar.
jus bought a cable on fri over at IT Fair
sis went with derrick tdy.
guess will be damn crowded
cos tdy is the last day.
lol
so i manage to save up some money
which i intend to spend on hard disk de
=)
hee...
exam coming!!!
and 4 more modules to go!!!!
after the 4 module,
wat shld i do?
haiz..
cham!!
see how ba
mayb if see gt internal vacancies
can jus ask see they wan mi as FT ma..
haiz..
better than gg find other job and no bonus..
irritating stupid person
kp playing the hokkien song
although i like that song
but let the person kp playin til i feel irritated by the song
-.-
ger> hope she is better, update mi k? =)
Saturday, March 14, 2009;9:32 PM
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Upgrading Blog Skin In Process
We Are Upgrading To Serve You Better
=D
went to IT fair ytd.
damn lot ppl.
actually tdy wanted to go see polyclinic
but tdy last min nid go back work
help for registration for child first aid course
due to some ppl last min gt thing happen
so
i went back wrk tdy.
but able to claim it.
mayb claim it during my exam period.
exam cuming......
=(
yawns. but after that
last 4 module to go!!!!
jia you jia you jia you!!!!!!
ger gg tioman first wk of april.
=(
i wish i can go too.
but due to qing ming jie..
i cant.
cos i usually went for qing ming.
this is the time i can go visit grandparent and 3rd jiu jiu...
anyway...
must buck up for studies le...
=)
Thursday, March 05, 2009;3:49 PM
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i
FAIL my HR group project.
haha.
anyway
we are nt the onli group that fails..
ard 4 to 5 group fail.
cos we gt a v lousy teacher
and stupid teacher.
and a teacher whu like to tel us
alot alot alot and many many many
old grandmother stories
one lesson
she can tel us at least 10 ba?
yucks..
another few more months
to complete my course
hope everythin went shun shun li li
so i can get my dip cert
dun nid re-test
pray & pray hard!!!!!!
he is having attachment at
sentosa resort world
starting from this monday
therefore
i am kinda
free ?
bored ?
must learn to be independant le..
=D
so when he go NS
i will be able to tahan life without him
=)
still loving u lots.
and
u knw de
i miss u
cos no much time to be with u
as u are having attachment.
hugs..
