Sunday, August 30, 2009;12:09 AM
Y
august is gg to be over soon...
nice august i have...
beginning wasnt that gd
but afterall..
i enjoyed...
26th was dar's 21st..
so actually planned alot of thingy
but due to some things
cancelled
and replan again
and it turns out nt well
and
afterall it turns out well too...
open a chalet for him
overall plus gift plus food
spend ard
one mth of my pay
ard there
haha..
but it is worth it..
=)
wanted to thk so much ppl
but i knw no one viewing~
haha
anyway
u knw whu u are...
sms-ed u peeps alrdy~
pics was up in fb le...
spend our 31st mth in chalet in de mornin
and check out
den went hm and went out again~
anyway..
i enjoyed myself much den i expected..
=)
following few month will be bz le..
cos it is my last few module and ppl clearing leaves
and mi too...
i gotta clear leaves
and really do well for my module
so i can get my dip soon~
=)
think
that's all...
ps: make de guestbook by myself.i knw it wasnt well donebutit was my effort..i wanna do it all by myselfthat's why tat day when u offered helpi dun wan=)outcome is nt niceand it is nt wat i wantedbut it is nicer den wat i expected leandi knew u appreciate it..=pps: alot thingy happen in chaletcry- i really treat tis 3 guys as my broso when he ignored mii really felt heartbrokenlike wat i sayi alrdy step a step out to say sorry and initiative lebut.. it is still like thisthat is why im so sad..angry- cos i love him too muchi dun wan him to get hurtesp "there"that is why i shouted..duno still gt wat le..i may be someone whu ppl really hatebutall thiscos i care~sometimesi hate myself for doin such thingyand i knewppl dun likeand think thatwhy react like thisbutall thisis love...i duno if anyone understamd that feelin...but i knewit may be really a nasty thingbut...........that's me...=)happy 21st bday dumb..
happy 31st month tgt dumb..
happy 11th month son...
Labels: still counting on.......
Saturday, August 22, 2009;1:40 PM
Y
i guess..
mi and dar is de same ba?
appear to have gd buddy and frens and alot fren around us
is it all fake?
i shouldnt have started all this plannin
cos i expect this to happen le..
if i can
i dun nid anyone of ur help
but nw
i cant!!!
why other bday,
it appear to be such a success..
is it he/she is famous in any way?
nt meant to be mean here
jus wanna voice out
i guess
no one cares ba..
Tuesday, August 18, 2009;2:37 PM
Y
bf is off to chalet!!!!!
seee!!!!!!
i let him go!!!!!!!
sob...
and i have to stay at home....
to kill virus in my rm....
stupid!!!!
anyway...
tml will go la..
=p
but nv stay over...
finally!!!
im back to my freedom!!!!!!!!!
having great depression last week....
cos everything is spoiled....
stupid.....
k.. shall shut up...
naggy....
Monday, August 17, 2009;7:05 PM
Y
new plan cumin out..
i hope...
no last min
tupid thing cumin out
the worse had already arrive on me
and it is over...
i believe
nth more le ba?
im waiting for wed...
and thurs.. =)
and next wk....
although next wk is sch reopen...
but...
sch is fun
with fun ppl and nice classmates
=)
LAST TERM OF THE COURSE!!!!!!!!
WAY TO GOOOOOOOO!!!!!!
=)))))))))))))))))))))
luck have been cumin since ytd..
i do hope..
it will continue...
=)
bei went for appt
i cant go due to some UNFORESEEN situation (correct spelling?)
but everythin is well for her...
took blood test which cost the family 200$ plus
14 yrs old
feline..
still strong..
and healthy..
=)
doc kasey say she is fine
need to maintain her weight...
still nid med for her stroke
and teeth...
as usual..
thank you
for always standing by me...
for tolerating my temper
and all my nagging
and temper
again and again...
if ppl say
they have the best bf on earth
i would say
i have de best of the best bf on earth...
thank you mr tan...
and.....
also......
thank you...
for standing by me also...
for listening / seeing my stupid sms
keep on nagging nagging and nagging
keep on complaining complainin non stop...
i have no one to turn to...
other than u...
who i can open up my heart
and tell u
every single thing in my heart...
thank you ms tan aka mrs chong...
all de tan tan tan whu turn out in my life..
are the one i love..
thanks god tat i have em...
and my family... esp mom...
after everything, i realise,
mom is de most brave >>> ???
or whatever u can describe her..
cos no matter wat
she stand by u
take care of u..
=)
better luck better luck and better luck...
=)
